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#46weeks

#46weeks

You are quickly declining.  We know we saw it happening, but all of the sudden you are getting more and more thin.  Yet your personality and the “you in you” is still alive and kicking!  Each day you get more frail and your skin is starting to...

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#45weeks

#45weeks

Pretty Girl!!!!  Where are you!?  You have been flying around our yard for months and months on end and lately you haven’t been around.  Makes me so sad.  However, we have a TON of monarch caterpillars that are on our milkweed and we just can’t...

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#44weeks

#44weeks

One of the things that was so hard once your were diagnosed with diabetes was that you went blind so fast.  You once used to run at doggy beach and at the part with utter enthusiasm and joy.  All of you did together!  We had so much fun together...

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#43weeks

#43weeks

Well nothing spectacular is going on today besides it is yet ANOTHER week that has passed since you left our little family.  Bean has the WORST allergies and I know if you were here, you would be comforting her even better than we can.  She is...

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#42weeks

#42weeks

After dealing with the loss of you, grandma, Frank, and pregnancy…mommy can’t handle much more here.  I wish your sweet face was here, your pink little nose, your special “hugs” and keeping Bean in line!  Sometimes I just look at your little face...

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#41weeks

#41weeks

A lot has been going on my sweet pretty girl since you have left us.  Daddy and I started fertility treatment to try to make non-fur baby a few months back.  We found yesterday…yet again that we are not pregnant.  The question is do we keep...

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#40weeks

#40weeks

How could it be possible that we are at the 40 weeks mark?  This only means I have a few left until it has been a YEAR without my baby.  This weekend has been beautiful and your flowers continue to bloom and make my heart smile.  Today, I looked...

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#39weeks

#39weeks

Hello my sweet baby.  I don’t have much to say today other than the most obvious…I miss you tremendously.  Not a day passes that I don’t think about your precious little nose and your sweet little bells.  #mommymissesyou...

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#38weeks

#38weeks

How is it possible that you have been in heaven for so long already?  Some days it feels like a fresh wound…like we just sent you to heaven.  Other days it is much easier.  But all days…I miss you and wish you were here.  Every single day I miss...

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#37weeks

#37weeks

Good morning sweet Pretty Girl!  Well, we continue to feel your spirit and love in our home even without you here.  I truly feel like your love is weaved through the fiber of all of us and I am continuously reminded to be sweet, loving, gentle,...

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